Every second is full of learning. Over time, that is not a short time, we live in our days, someone else had come in and get involved in our hearts, I don’t deny it if I ever loved anyone else. And I know that she is so.
As strong as whatever I have, I still need someone. And I know that person is her. Maybe deep in head, I tried such a way that the heart can be strong face these feelings. Always be sure that there is someone I don’t know where it will come accompanied me beautifully. But did you know that deep in my heart ask someone to accompany my life? Did you know that my eyes want someone who will always I see when waking from sleep?
With all the problems and everything that ever happened between us, making us, especially me, being scared and even cowardice. Or just the opposite?
I just don’t want to be blinded by love. I don’t want to be enslaved by love. Because Islam also teaches us to not love someone who hasn’t lawful for her to excess. This is what I feel, a combination of theory finally I practice in the real world. Well, I think that I have succeeded, but I'm still a human, sometimes I struggle and cry.
How I was afraid to hope to my dream, however I really want to have that dream, a dream to live with her. Especially with events less wear I have done, or what she did. The love that I think a pleasure, but this time it isn’t only a pleasure, but also sacrifice. Ego and negative desires restrained, because one word, Love. Too many things I think about and too many things are uncertain and like cornering.
Ya Allah, perhaps this feeling is wrong, and perhaps that hope couldn’t be real. I never understand with all that happened today. Yeah I don’t understand. I just want to say that I love her. I sincerely if she isn't created for me. And I am pleased with all Your Qodar, I sincere. I just want to say, I really love her.
As strong as whatever I have, I still need someone. And I know that person is her. Maybe deep in head, I tried such a way that the heart can be strong face these feelings. Always be sure that there is someone I don’t know where it will come accompanied me beautifully. But did you know that deep in my heart ask someone to accompany my life? Did you know that my eyes want someone who will always I see when waking from sleep?
With all the problems and everything that ever happened between us, making us, especially me, being scared and even cowardice. Or just the opposite?
I just don’t want to be blinded by love. I don’t want to be enslaved by love. Because Islam also teaches us to not love someone who hasn’t lawful for her to excess. This is what I feel, a combination of theory finally I practice in the real world. Well, I think that I have succeeded, but I'm still a human, sometimes I struggle and cry.
How I was afraid to hope to my dream, however I really want to have that dream, a dream to live with her. Especially with events less wear I have done, or what she did. The love that I think a pleasure, but this time it isn’t only a pleasure, but also sacrifice. Ego and negative desires restrained, because one word, Love. Too many things I think about and too many things are uncertain and like cornering.
Ya Allah, perhaps this feeling is wrong, and perhaps that hope couldn’t be real. I never understand with all that happened today. Yeah I don’t understand. I just want to say that I love her. I sincerely if she isn't created for me. And I am pleased with all Your Qodar, I sincere. I just want to say, I really love her.
